Wake me up when September end..

just like greenday song, Wake me up when September end...

September is a beatifull month... and also become the saddest month for me...

i'd rather go die 4 a while on September, forgetting all my memorial past, and awake on October, and always pray its never happen..

why why lord why..
need your answers...
i believe on your miracle..
i believe....
just tell me..